As I sit here tonight (April 18th), I am thinking about the day and night leading up to your birth. This time last year I woke up and knew it was time to head to the hospital, and 16 intense hours later you entered our world, forever changing us. The people with me during your birth were Daddy and Grammy. All of us-including you-share a special bond because we all experienced your amazing entrance into our world!
From the first moment I held you in my arms, you looked into my eyes as if we had known each other for years. I will never forget it...daddy was holding you and you were crying a little. When he handed you to me in the hospital bed you stopped crying and locked eyes with me!
This year has been a journey. A journey of joy, challenges, complete unconditional love, and change. From nourishing you from my own body, a lot of lost sleep, first smiles, baby laughter, first steps, watching your personality develop, and an even stronger bond with daddy, I have found my purpose in being a mother, and for that I will always thank you. You helped teach me that sometimes the easy road isn't always the right road, but that being there for you trumped any professional or financial circumstances we found ourselves in. You have helped me understand that God will always provide for our family, and that He will give us exactly what we need!
And while I would love for you to stay a sweet baby forever, I look forward to the boy and man you will become. I love you more than I could ever express. You have brought so much joy and love to my heart, and I cherish every moment I have with you.
Love Always,
Mommy